Sunday, December 23, 2012

COMING TOGETHER

This is not a post about writing -- well, not all of it. I'm having a "three" moment. Three things in my life are coming together all at the same time and I want to share my gratitude.

First, -- this is the writing part -- my book, Only Losers Cry, is in the production phase. The editing is complete, the cover has been approved and the publishing company is putting it together. How cool is that! I should receive the first copy sometime in January to make sure there are no errors before final printing. But, then comes the hard part. I have to sell it. Me. I'm a writer, not a salesman. How in the world am I going to sell it? I guess this in one of those "let go and let God" moments.

Secondly, yesterday my beautiful church was dedicated. And, I was a part of that celebration. How lucky am I!!! The date of completion was set for Easter of 2013, but the builders worked overtime and we are in for Christmas. What a gift. Such a wonderful Christmas gift.

Thirdly, I had planned on spending Christmas alone -- my choice. I decided to make new traditions for myself since the loss of my husband. But when I found out my
step-children were staying in town, I'm having them over for a big dinner. I can't wait to put the turkey in the oven and bring my home to life again. How delicious is that!

I wish everyone a wonderful Christmas and peaceful 2013.

BTW: Anyone want to buy my book when it comes out?

Monday, December 10, 2012

BLAH, BLAH, BLOG

Okay, so I haven't blogged in a while. There are reasons.

1. Only a couple people read it.

2. Nothing to write.

3. Three rejections and the need to send them out again. I'm not discouraged, it's just that there are so few publishing houses that will take an unsolicited manuscript.

4. I've had to do some revising on my book, ONLY LOSERS CRY. It is in the production stage now. They have sent me the cover for approval. There is one change that needs to be made, I hope it is possible.

Even though I have a lot of ideas bombarding my mind, I can't seem to get a good beginning, or middle, or even an end. Nothing is gelling.

Merry Christmas!!!!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

A LITTLE OF THIS AND A LITTLE OF THAT

The Storytellers conference is this weekend. I have attended the first two nights. It's a real "out-of-the-box" experience for me. I am not a night person, so had to OD on caffeine to make it through the entire evening. Today is a all-dayer. I hope I picked the right breakout groups to attend. There are all kinds of "artist" from painters to singers to writers. It's an interesting mix.

Received two rejections this week. Now it's time to revise the stories and find another venue for them.

I hear from Tate, the publishing company for my novel, on the 7th. I am anxious to see the edits.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

LIFE ON THE THREES


I like to write in threes. I find it kind of a spiritual number.

So, I have had three rejections this month. The first was not placing in the Children's Writer contest with my story entitled The Haunted Desk. The second was not winning the agent contest with Open Doors. And, the third came yesterday -- my picture book manuscript entitled Rainbow Dreams was rejected.

I never worry about rejection. It's just that much closer to acceptance.

I found a new publisher for Rainbow Dreams, but am rewriting it a bit. My critique group liked the original. I want to change the ending. I'm not sure how. I will keep writing until it works -- for me.

I looking forward to attending the Storywriter's conference in a couple of weeks. It is Christian based and that is a good market for me. I'm hoping for some kind of direction.

Friday, October 12, 2012

IN THE ZONE

Huff, huff, huff.

Puff, puff, puff.

That's the sound of my breathing as I run back and forth to the post office.

Four times.

Yes, four times.

I submitted four manuscripts this week. Three to magazines and one (dreaded) picture book.

I'm in the zone. How cool is that!!!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

FYI: Check out the website: www.create210.com. There is going to be a Christian based "creative arts" conference in my area. I'm considering attending. It just may be what I've been looking for at this time in my writing career.

Well, well, well...I wrote a story that my critique group didn't trash this week. They actually loved it!! How cool is that. I just need to make a couple of changes and find the right company for it. Oh, yeah.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

AWAKE AND WRITING

My muse woke up!!! How cool is that. I just finished a picture book story about a grandmother and her granddaughter called, The Day the Cookies Burned. I hope my critique group likes it. They've pretty much trashed my latest stuff. Hopefully this is more on track.

I am, however, struggling with my story, The Day the Birds Stopped Singing. It's a science fiction piece. I think I told you that my mind doesn't work that way, it's a challenge to stretch my writing. I'm doing all sorts of "exercises" to get into that type of thinking. So far, no go. I need a bad guy...and don't want to copy the latest books...I will keep trying...but so far all I have come up with is a "shadow" that blankets the earth. How lame is that!

I'm in the middle of re-sending some manuscripts. I don't know if I will get anywhere with them. I just feel that if they sit on my computer they are already rejected -- by me.

The website Knowonder! must be making great strides. I notice that they are now putting out a magazine -- I hope one of my e-published stories makes it. I received a note from them that they are getting so many submissions that they have closed taking more until after the first of the year.

Football season is back in gear. To my wonderful, departed husband: Go, Pack, Go!!

Friday, September 21, 2012

GOOD NEWS BAD NEWS

Do you want to hear the good news or the bad news first?

I like to get the bad stuff out of the way so here goes...

1. My muse is asleep or took a vacation or is mad at me for some reason. I don't have writer's block. I have a plethora (always a cool word) of ideas, I just can't run with them. Dang.

2. My mystery short story, THE HAUNTED DESK, did not win the Children's Writer contest. Oh, well. At least I have something that may work into a chapter book if my stupid muse would only wake up and talk to me.

Now the good news...

PIPER PARROTS PREDICAMENT has been accepted by the e-website, Knowonder, and will be published Sunday, September 23. Check it out!
www.knowonder.com 

How cool is that!!!

Monday, September 10, 2012

STILL TRYING

I'm still trying...

to write...

something meaningful.

But I am finding it difficult.

The turtle story...is going well. Although it sounds like a fifth grader could write it better. I'm not having "writer's block." I'm having "writer's boring."

The adult piece is going along smoothly. Unfortunately it is oh, so, depressing. Good Lord...I need to perk it up.

Today I will be helping a fellow writer with a piece she is trying to publish. Perhaps I will get some insight or message from my sleeping muse.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

MORE THAN ONE

I'm enjoying writing more than one story. And, my oh my, are they ever different.

Since the trashing of the turtle story, I have started it over. It's written for children six to eight years old. I am trying to write an engaging piece that incorporates facts about the nesting loggerhead turtle. I have a week and a half to perfect it so my critique group won't throw me under the bus. AGAIN. But, I rather have them do it than send an editor a mediocre manuscript.  

The other story is an adult novel about addiction, prison and lost dreams. It is heavy and heart wrenching. This story is written by not only me, but my daughter and my son. Not sure where this book will go, but it is good to dig deep into my soul for this one.  

Monday, August 27, 2012

NEVER

I learned something Saturday. NEVER go to your critique group when you have an average story and you are sick.

I'm trying to write a story for Highlights. I thought I had a good start and needed some direction. What I didn't expect was to get my story trashed.

The last time something like that happened I couldn't write for six months. I berated myself and wondered why I ever jumped into this profession. This time it lasted only 24 hours. WHEW!!

My story, TURTLE TRACKS, is the type that Highlights publishes. It's what my muse is pushing me towards. And, my critique group nudged me a bit further. So, this morning I opened up Word and started all over again. I may NEVER be able to get this one right, but at least I'm going to try.

Will I take it back to the critique group? I have to if I want it perfect. If they trash it again, I will have a heart-to-heart with my muse and see if she can point me in another direction.

BTW: Survived my first non-hurricane by myself. This will be my fourth one since moving to Florida. Just a bit of rain and a lot of wind. My problem now is how to get this huge aloe plant back on my balcony. It started, like my stories, as a little pup and is now a grown into the biggest plant EVER!!

Saturday, August 18, 2012

ACCEPTANCE

I received another acceptance -- HOW COOL IS THAT!

Knowonder, an e-website for children, sent me an e-mail yesterday telling me that they accepted my story, PIPER PARROTS PREDICAMENT. I should hear from them shortly as to the date of e-publication. I'll let you know.

I'm struggling with a story I'm trying to write for Highlights. Where is my muse when I need her. Even walking -- my best activity to come up with ideas is not helping. Perhaps it's not to be. But, gosh, it's a good story and perfect for Highlights. I have until January to create it...so wish me luck.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

CONTEST

I enter contests!

Why?

Why not!

The latest one is from Writers Digest. Check it out.  http://www.writersdigest.com/editor-blogs/guide-to-literary-agents

I am going to send in the first 165 words -- as they  requested -- of my middle grade novel, OPEN DOORS. Keep your fingers crossed. It's a good book, but I worry about the beginning. I've changed it more times than I should. Every time I attend an SCBWI conference, some writer/editor/expert goes on and on about how to start/write a first sentence. 

"If an agent/editor doesn't like the first page, you're manuscript is toast." I'm told this over and over. Scares me. So I rush to my computer and add, subtract, edit, and revise my story to death.

My bother -- you know -- the one that eats dirt is visiting me. He has been doing the same thing to his YA novel. The one he self-published. Evidently he can go into some link and change it at will. Yesterday he asked, "When do you know it's done?"

I said, "It's done when you make the decision to stop adding, subtracting, editing, and revising."

The main reason I enter contests is practice. I love the challenge of coming up with an idea and then molding it into a story. I figure I'm a winner either way. If I don't win the contest I have a picture book or magazine article ready to submit.

How cool is that!


Saturday, August 11, 2012

WAITING

I am waiting.

I have entered three contests and am waiting to hear the results. They will be disclosed sometime in October.

I presently have ONLY LOSER CRY at a publishing company and am waiting for the first editing. I should see some progress by October. 

I have decided to enter another contest. I have the title of the story, THE WALKING TREE. I am waiting for inspiration. I know what I want to say, just not sure how to say it. Perhaps by October something will materialize.

I am starting another novel, THE DAY THE BIRDS STOPPED SINGING. I have a great beginning. I am just waiting for the middle to show up. Do you think it will in October?

Hmmm, there seems to be a pattern here.

Good thing I am adept at WAITING.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

FOR STARTERS

All my finished manuscripts -- are polished and submitted. What next, I ask myself?

I decided to comb through my many "started" stories. Most are good, just in various stages of  completion. Unfortunately I don't know where they are going. Some have beginnings, some even have middles and then there are the ones I know how they end, just can't figure out how they begin.

My brother is here -- the one that eats dirt. I think I will declare one day of his visit as a writing marathon and we can help each other. He's a high school English teacher (with a Ph.D.) and a writer -- great combination. Perhaps we can collaborate.

We have a bet to see who publishes a book first. If we collaborate, who wins?

Monday, July 23, 2012

There is nothing like being published to enhance the creative mind.

I've just finished another manuscript, Rainbow Dreams, and I'm sending it in today. Wish me luck.

It is another picture book. For some reason, I seem to be able to write shorter pieces at the moment instead of novels.

I'm reading a good YA entitled, The Maze Runner. I wonder if I read the "distopian" type of book, my brain will come up with an idea for one. I figure by the time that happens, they will be passe.

While walking the beach today I came up with another idea for a story--about egrets. Let's see how that one pans out. I should carry paper and pencil with me, but instead I type it into my cell phone and send it to myself. Weird, huh? I tried one of those recorders once, but I seem to find the words through typing instead of talking.


Tuesday, July 17, 2012

IF A TREE FALLS...

Well, well, it's been a long time between blah, blah, blogs. July 3rd was the last post. What's up with that.

Nothing to write.

Busy with family.

So, I looked through my last few to see exactly where I have been heading.

1. LADYBUG magazine is out -- in Books-A-Million. My story is in it...very cool.

2. ONLY LOSERS CRY is at the publishing company and is scheduled for production in September. How cool is that!

3. I've been writing another ... article ... picture book ... whatever one calls it. It's fun exercising the brain.

But, I looked to see if anyone has written a comment on my latest blogs. Zero, zilch, nada, nothing.

So I was wondering, if a writer writes a blog and no one reads it, does it make an impact?

Any comments?

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

LET GO, LET GOD

Let go, let God.

That's one of my favorite expressions when I face a decision or problem or crisis in my life.

This week I made a major decision. I am self-publishing my novel, ONLY LOSERS CRY.

I know, I know -- I made fun of self-publishers. Felt that if one could really write a publishing company was just around the corner to snatch up the manuscript.

Boy, I couldn't be more wrong! Getting published through the traditional methods takes YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS. 

What made me decide to take this route after "dissing" it for so long.

The reasons are numerous.

First, I know I can write. It was confirmed when my story, A FEATHER IS A LETTER FROM A BIRD, was published this month in LADYBUG magazine.

Second, I prayed about the decision. I sought advise from trusted friends. But, most of all I listened to my gut. I have learned through experience when I go against my gut feeling I am ALWAYS WRONG. My gut was shouting -- GO FOR IT.

Third, I know someone who has used this company and was pleased with the results. In addition, I checked them out through the Better Business Bureau and internet comments.

I also like the fact that they are a publishing company as opposed to a company that prints and binds a manuscript (like the one that did my brother's book). This company has an editorial staff that combs through the manuscript for typos and another that reads it to make sure it's the best it can be.

Today I physically and visually "Let Go and Let God" take over. I pushed the enter button on my computer and placed my story in His hands and their editoral staff.


Wednesday, June 27, 2012

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

Don't ya' just love initials. Everyone uses them from texters (LOL), to educators (ESOL), to police (APB)...is there anyone who doesn't use them when they're in a hurry (ASAP).

Here's mine: SCBWI -- PAL level of membership. How cool is that!

Oh, some of you may not know what that means:

Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators Publish and Listed. My membership has been upgraded since I am now offially published.

Of course, it took eight years of studying the craft, writing and writing and writing, and submitting to anyone and everyone who would take an unsolicited manuscript.

Was it worth the time, money, and sweat. You bet!!!

Does that guarentee me an easier time to get my next novel, picture book, or magazine article published. Nope!!

I still have to struggle, to write, to submit...

But, I love every minute of it...no matter what I say in my blah, blah, blog.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

WOW!! I received the advanced July/August copy of LADYBUG, a children's magazine. My story, A Feather is a Letter from a Bird, is printed in it. How cool is that!! I'm so excited. I can now call myself a "published author" of children's stories.

In addition, I received confirmation from Tate Publishing that they like my novel, Only Losers Cry. They haven't offered me a deal yet, but it's nice to finally -- after eight years of studying, writing tons of stories and submitting -- that someone actually likes my stuff.

To me writing is such a lonely job. It's scary to put thoughts on paper and ask someone to read (aka evaluate) them.

Even though I like what I write, I wonder...

Does it sound right?
Will they think it's stupid?
Will they offer me a contract?
Why don't they respond? I can handle rejection, after all I raised teenagers.

When can I breathe?

Sunday, June 24, 2012

ONE STEP AT A TIME

I NEVER thought I'd consider self-publishing -- NEVER!

But after much soul searching, reading the pros and cons of it, and hearing from a friend that recently attended an SCBWI conference where she was told it may be the way to go...I contacted my first self-publishing company.

Why would I take this expensive step? Good question!

For years I've tried to get noticed by traditional publishing companies. I've attended workshops, entered contests, and sent my manuscripts to anyone and everyone who would accept them. Sometimes I get rejections -- par for the course. I have even received a contract from a leading children's magazine. Yea!!! But, most companies do not respond at all. So, there my manuscripts sit-- in someone's slush pile for heaven knows how long. While it's there I lose precious time waiting and waiting and waiting.

The bottom line for me, when it comes to self-publishing, is investing in myself and my manuscript. Do I have the confidence that it is good enough. That's the rub.

Writing is a lone, solo profession. Even though I belong to two critique groups, it is still up to me to make this very important decision. It's scary -- really, really scary.

I sent my manuscript into the company Friday and heard from the acquisition rep that the readers LOVED the first three chapters. Yeah, yeah, yeah, but will they love the entire book. We will see.

I don't have to make any decisions today. So, I am taking it one step at a time.

Step 1: Contact the company
Step 2: Send the manuscript
Step 3: ??????

Wish me luck. I have given this decision to a higher power...my God...with his guidance I will know what to do when Step 3 makes itself known.

Monday, June 18, 2012

IN THE ZONE

Don't you just love it when you are "in the zone!"

I have been focused, focused, focused on getting my novel, ONLY LOSERS CRY, out to publishers.

It's done! It's been critiqued to death! I've even had it professionally editted. Now I am reading it again, making the last few edits and am ready to chase down publishers and agents. I'm even considering self-publishing -- something I would never would have considered a couple of years ago.

At my last critique group meeting one of our members, fresh from an SCBWI conference, said that agents as saying this is a good way to go -- but make sure your manuscript is letter perfect.

Having read my brother's self-published book, I can see why. He has so many little errors like forgetting a word, or a quotation mark...things that distinguish it from a polished published novel.

That is what I'm trying to avoid.  So, I am going to have it read one more time by a middle school English teacher. If she gives me the go ahead...I'm going....

Oh how I love it when I'm in the zone!!!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012



I just watched the following thoughts by Maurice Sendak, one of my favorite children's authors. Check it out:

http://www.break.com/index/maurice-sendaks-thoughts-on-death.html

He is a wise man with good advise. One I really liked was: Don't take yourself seriously.

I follow that bit, but I do take my writing seriously. With my novels finished I have decided to try some new things:

1. Picture books -- I mean, the dreaded picture book. Why, I don't know. They are difficult to write and, according to a friend who attended a recent SCBWI conference, are not selling unless you are someone of the quality of Sendak.

I feel it is good practice -- pushing my creativity and use of words.

2. My friend gave me a book containing the latest magazines for children. Since I've sold one manuscript in this venue, I thought I'd keep trying. 

BTW: Finished my brother's book -- SIGNS -- check it out on Amazon -- it's by Dean Smith.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Well, well, well, looks like somebody forgot about blogging. I re-read my last one of May 17 -- a bit too long to go without writing something. I found it a bit negative. Must have been one of those bad days.

I have to tell you that my brother's book arrive, personally signed. How cool is that. I'm halfway through it and love it. There are a few errors -- which I think is the bane of self-publishing. But the story is good, character development good...and funny parts that make me laugh out loud!!

Now, should I tell him? Should I write a positive comment on Amazon? After all, he's my brother and I should keep up the sibling rivalry...or do I give in and be nice? That is a no brainer. I love my brother and am so proud of him!!! I'm older than he is and took care of him when he was little -- I will do the same now even though he is a foot taller than me.

As for my novel, ONLY LOSERS CRY, I may self-publish it. I have been down on self-publishing in the past, but the more I read about it and the more accepted it has become, it's an option. I have manuscripts that have been out for a year. It takes forever to get an editor's attention.

Of course, I won't publish it if it's crap. I'm having my daughter (an ex-middle school English teacher and now high school guidance counselor) read it. She promised me to be honest.

One thing I've found that helps me with my own writing is to help others. I'm helping a friend edit her short story. I not only enjoy reading what others are trying to publish, I find it enlightening to hear other voices.

Hopefully I will blog with more frequency...for me it is like journaling without the writer's cramp in my hand.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

WHEN TO CALL IT QUITS

When is it time to quit?

...With my writing: never. I enjoy it even though submissions go unanswered by publishing companies. I fight discouragement with hope that someday, someone...will actually write me back -- even if it is a rejection. BTW: If you are wondering--I do send SASE with all my submissions.

...With a critique group: I'm struggling with that one. I belong (and am chairman) of two. One group is seasonal -- my community quadruples during the winter months...so that group meets only November through April. We have a core of about eight very talented and enthusiastic women. 

My SCBWI critique group is the one that troubles me. We are down to two and three members that meet regularly. The rest of the writers come and go. Is it time to call it quits???????????????? I put out an e-mail asking whether or not people were still interested. Everyone replied that they wanted the group to continue, but this week only two are coming to the meeting. How frustrating is that????

...With my desire to have recess and play reinstated in our local schools. I've been researching and writing everyone involved for ten years. All I get back is rhetoric from all involved. This decision was easy. I GAVE UP! I threw all my research, letters and responses from grovernment officals in the trash. It's time for someone else to pick up the torch--I'm tired. 

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Brothers eat dog biscuits. I've been waiting for my brother's book. He is sending me a free copy -- so where is it???

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I'm presently writing a synopsis for ONLY LOSERS CRY. I have a  lead on another publishing company. Wish me luck. This is a discouraging business!!!

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Wednesday, May 9, 2012

HE DID IT

He did it! My brother published his book. Of course, since it is self-published it doesn't count in our race to see who publishes first through an actual company. But, I'm proud of him. He believes in himself and his work.

Go on amazon.com and search for Signs by Dean Smith.

Am I going to buy one?

Of course not. For all the editing and advice I gave him I get one free.

It will be interesting to see what the finished product looks like.

I'm still waiting to hear from a bazillion publishers. Even a rejection is better than silence.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

ARE WRITERS BI-POLAR

 Are writers bi-polar?

I jump from one project to another like a flea on a dog.

One minute I'm dredging up my past to write a fictional account of my life with a drug addict, then I change to finish editing my story about a homeless girl, then I click on an unfinished picture book manuscript about a troll...type, type, type...click, click, click...

What's up with that?

Oh, and I pulled out all my files and lined them up on the dining room table trying to decide where to send each manuscript... if I haven't heard from a publisher in six months, I take it as a rejection.

So, I search on-line and in guides for publishing companies that accept unsolicited manuscripts...

My mind compartmentalizes so much...I try to do one thing at a time...to completion, but somehow I

      continue

           to

               jump

                   from

                       project

                              to...


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

TO WRITE OR NOT TO WRITE -- THAT IS THE DILEMMA

I'm going deep, emotional and exploring places in my heart that should probably be left alone.

I have an idea for a gritty adult book, encouraged by my daughter (and writing partner), to write about our struggle with a drug addicted family member.

I took this idea to my critique group yesterday. They listened to the first draft of one chapter -- it was painful to read, painful to hear...

One of the members of my group is a psychologist. She questioned me as to the reason I want to write this. She told me to think long and hard before going back into the past and dredge up these tragic times.

This is my plan -- I have saved all my relatives letters from rehab/jail/prison. I will write a reflection/memory on one of these...my daughter will write her reflection/memory on the same letter and then the chapter will end with the letter from the addict.

Why am I doing this? My main objective is to help others see that one can find serenity in the midst of a sad situation. To travel through this experience and come out the other end whole.

Will it be painful looking back -- you bet! Do I want to view the past -- not really. But if any good can come of it ... I need to write.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

WHAT DO LITTLE BOYS LIKE

I'm writing a story of a little boy who dreams of flying (he has wings), exploring the sea (as a fish), where else can I take him? I like writing in threes...but can't figure out a third place.

Monday, April 2, 2012

KEEP THE FOCUS ON THE WORDS

It's Easter week in my community. Since I live in sunny southwest Florida that means kids of all shapes, sizes and ages are descending on our beaches. And, beautiful beaches we have.

It's wonderful, but writing time is limited to a few hours in the morning when one can focus on the words. I'm on to a new project. I find myself totally focused and the words are flowing. How cool is that.

It's another one of those dreaded picture books -- But, I find it fun, sort of a mind exercise for me. A lesson in word choice, being succinct.

I really need to get back to editing and revising my novels, but I am enjoying playing with words. It's dominoes for the writer -- a game I want to win.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

THE JINX OF THE MISSING COMMA

I finally finished it -- that mystery story I was writing. Yesterday I mailed it!! Woo Hoo.

But before I did...I rechecked it for the millionth time.

I don't know what it is, but every manuscript I think is complete and absolutely perfect has a little mistake in it. No matter how many times I read it. I call it The Jinx of the Missing Comma.

Well, it's a good thing I re-read that mystery story -- one more time before I put it in the envelope -- because I found not one, not two, but three (OMG) mistakes. One: Misspelled word ... Two: A period in the wrong place ... and Three: A comma in the wrong place. Arrgghh. This is such a humbling experience.

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Pop ... pop ... pop!!

Do you hear that?

My brain is popping over with more ideas. How cool is that!

Monday, March 26, 2012

WHOSE STORY IS IT ANYWAY?

I'm finished with the middle grade short story that I want to enter into a contest...almost.

I must have edited and revised it over 100 times. Ok, I lied -- at least 10.

Then I passed it by my brother (the one that eats dirt) and he gave me some good ideas.

Then I passed it by my critique group who loved it and gave me some good ideas.

Then I did my final revisions and passed it by my dirt eating brother again who completely rewrote it. I like some of his stuff, but he went overboard this time.

Why do I depend on his advise...well he's a high school English teacher and has his Ph.D. so he's gotta be smart -- right? But, hey would you trust a guy who eats dirt? Hmmm.

I have one more critique group to pass it by -- tomorrow -- so I have 24 hours to decide which words to use.

Whose story is it -- mine, critique group number one, my brother, or critique group number two?

The answer is simple really -- it's my story -- my idea -- and ultimately my decision.

BTW: It took me forever to find this page -- my web page took away the "favorites" button and I couldn't find the web address. Arrrgh.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

IT'S DONE -- ALMOST

It's done -- almost -- that mystery story I've been working on for a contest. I think I have four stories written. Each one gets a little better.

I sent two of them to my brother (the one that eats dirt...really...as a kid he would eat dog biscuits). He is quite the critic. I am hoping for some positive feedback, if not -- I'm sending it in anyway.

You know my theory -- if I don't send in my stuff it's already been rejected by ME!

Wish me luck.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

TIME ALONE

I'm in Tampa -- ALONE. I don't know my way around the city. I don't know anyone here.

I wondered how I would fair ALONE. For three whole days. With four -- count them -- four dauchsunds. (I'd put in a picture, but corraling them all is like trying to round up fleas. BTW: Tampa is the flea capital of the world, according to my vet -- ick.)

I am enjoying the quiet. My mind is at rest and I'm able to catch up on my reading and writing.

Still working on that mystery -- not enough twists yet, but ... I am hoping all this quiet will help me.

Oops...gotta take one of the dogs out. Hmmm...so much for being ALONE.

Oh, Chris -- after the walk I am going to wash the car! It's nice being in a house instead of a condo.

Friday, March 9, 2012

THE UPS AND DOWNS OF WRITING

Why is writing so ... so ... up and down.

One minute I am flooded with ideas and can't type fast enough -- UP!

And then days go by when I wonder why I even chose this profession -- DOWN!

Today I am giving my brain a day off. I need to prepare for a trip to Tampa. I will be there (alone) for three entire days and hope it is an UP moment.

I am enjoying writing a mystery story for a contest. What makes it so challenging is the word count. 900 words is all I can put into the story. It forces me to choose my words carefully. I need to fit in the twists with subtle verbiage.  Wish me luck!!

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Friday, March 2, 2012

BLOGGING BLUES

BEHIND BLOGGING.

BEEN BUSY.

BE  BACK -- BETTER.

BYE BEFORE BREAKFAST BURNS.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

THINGS I FORGOT TO REMEMBER

I have a mentor, teacher and dear friend who counsels me on my writing.

As you know I have been having trouble putting together a sentence -- let alone an entire story.

Today on my walk I remembered the sage words of my friend: "Your first draft is your CLAY. Write, make your clay then through editing and revision you craft your story."
This is where I walk. This is where I clear my mind and think. How could I have forgotten the words of my mentor?

Today I am making clay. I may still be making it tomorrow, but eventually I will have something solid to mold.

How cool is that!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

WHEN THE WORDS WON'T COME

What do you do when the words won't come?

I read.

I meditate.

I re-read my ideas.

I write -- stupid stuff.

What do you do when the words won't come?

Sunday, February 12, 2012

COURAGE TO CHANGE

I'M IN A LULL AND CHANGES NEED TO BE MADE

no longer will i refer to picture books as dreaded

I opened my file and counted.

i have 39 picture book ideas, 6 picture books completed, and 1 published on an e-website

Thirty nine ideas just waiting to be written and I am tired of my novels.

i must change my attitude toward writing picture books and here's how i am going to do it

check it out:

1. I am reading a book entitled, WRITING PICTURE BOOKS, BY ANN WHITFORD PAUL. IT's very GOOD, full of great strategies and INFORMATION. LOTS of practical suggestions.

2. I am going to take one of my books and re-write it as she suggests. Change POV or make a human character an animal...or an animal human, etc.   so many ideas!!!

3. CHANGE MY ATTITUDE AND LOOK AT PICTURE BOOK WRITING AS AN ADVENTURE. WHEN MY CHILDREN WERE LITTLE FACING SOMETHING THEY DID NOT WANT TO DO I TOLD THEM TO THINK OF IT AS AN ADVENTURE. SO I'M TAKING MY OWN ADVICE

4. and i will begin today!!!!!!!!!!!

So as the prayer goes: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.

Stay tuned. I'll let you know how it goes.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

GOOD VIDEO

As well as writing, I am trying to get my school system to realize the importance of play in the lives of our young children. To date, they have not only rejected my suggestions and research, they fail to provide research of their own to justify the lack of play and recess in the elementary schools. The following video is worthwhile watching:  www.allianceforchildhood.org/prescriptionforplay.

Let me know what you think. And, how can I get a bureaucracy to understand...??? Okay, okay, I know...bureaucracy, government...and understand are not in the same arena.

Monday, February 6, 2012

ON THE MOVE

I'm on the move. Snail pace, I must admit, but I have decided to go through all my manuscripts and begin the round of agents and publishing houses again.

For me it's not a daunting task. I have all my queries written, all my cover letters written and all my credentials neatly typed. I research and find the right fit. How cool is that!

I enjoy the hunt. What I don't enjoy is the wait. Never knowing if an agent or editor will respond, shred my manuscript and use it for filler in a neatly packed box, or ignore it completely.

It's a gamble. My theory: If I don't sent out my musing, they are already rejected - BY ME.

Wish me luck.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

BROTHERS AND BETS AND PUBLISHING

As most of you know my brother and I are in a race to see who publishes a book first. We've both published in newspapers, magazines and professional journals -- but the coveted book contract eludes both of us thus far.

At the moment everything I have completed is floating somewhere in the abyss of publishing land. I'm patient.

But, my brother -- that's a different story altogether. He sent his manuscript to one agent. Said agent rejected it. My brother's ego couldn't take a rejection. After all he considers his book good enough to win a Newberry. So...guess what...

He has decided to self publish. So much for the Newberry.

Our bet stipulates that the winner must publish a book through a publishing company. Self publishing does not count. Ha...there's still a chance for me because he has written two books...one he must completely rewrite (remember he has no patience, so that will never happen). And his second is self published.

I have written so many I've lost count. I keep thinking that eventually the odds will catch up with me. I just have to be patient.

Snails, turtles, mailmen.
Is there anything slower than a snail? A turtle? A writer waiting to hear from a publisher?

I don't think so.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Why do I do this to myself? I've gotten another idea for the dreaded picture book. For me, these are the hardest to write and definitely the most difficult to sell.

For ten years I've been writing editorials, politicians, and anyone who can help me "right a wrong" on the demise of recess for the young children in my area. I have all the research on my side ... both medical and educational. With each letter I write, I ask my "opponents" to show me their research.  I have never received any. You know why? THERE ISN'T ANY.

So I am struggling with a picture book about a town that has outlawed play. Of course, I can't come up with a beginning -- the hook. I've gotten the middle started and know how it will end, but Lordy -- why is there always one challenge that hinders my work?

I guess by struggling it will make me a better writer. No pain, no gain -- and all that stuff. Geez, you would think once...just once, my muse would give me a break.

The story begins with a boy moving to a new town and discovering that he is not allowed to play. How can I make that sound exciting.

Any ideas?

Sunday, January 29, 2012

JESUS LOVES THE WRITER

I am fortunate to be associated with some talented writers in my SCBWI critique group. One of these scribes is a minister. We love his latest book about a young girl from Peru. Every now and again he will bring in something he discovered in his travels through the bible. Yesterday he brought in the following:

                                                      How Important is our Work?
                                                          by: Rich Doerbaum

Jesus had been telling parables to the crowds. When he had finished, he explain to his disciples the meaning of the parables. He said, "Therefore, every scribe who has been trained for the kingdom of heaven is like the master of a household who brings out of his treasure what is new and what is old." (Matthew 13:52)

These words are tremendously encouraging to us who are writers. Here is my interpretation:

"Therefore" -- Telling stories has important consequences.

"every scribe" -- Everyone of us who writes down his or her words, who is an author, who tells stories to children is a scribe. We are the center of attention in these words of Jesus.

"who has been trained for the kingdom of heaven" -- We are in training as we practice our art of writing. Our tales have a far-reaching impact on children, perhaps even an eternal significance. If the kingdom of heaven is the reign of God, then maybe what we share with children will in some small way help to establish whatever is true and good, loving and kind in their hearts and minds.

"is like the master of a household" -- We are in control of our vocabulary, our household of thoughts, our castle of ideas. As the CEO of our corporation of communication we are free to take our readers in any direction we desire. We alone are responsible for what we write. It feels good to be in charge, but it is an awesome responsibility. To whom are we accountable -- to our publisher, to our constituents, to ...?

"who brings out of his treasure what is new and what is old" -- Each of us has an overflowing treasure of memories, life experiences, learnings, travels, gleanings from books, reflections, academic teachings, philosophies, dreams and visions, personal and physical feelings, and so on ad infinitum. There is never a lack of material, from which storehouse we can draw. Most of our treasures are old; but maybe we can look at them in new ways. And to create something that is entirely new? Ah, that perhaps is to participate in our limited human manner in the Creation ex nihilo; that would be divine!

So take courage, dear writer-friends. Even the scriptures bless you in your endeavors.

How cool is that!




   

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

THE HOOK

The most difficult things for me to accomplish as a writer are: Finding the right title, writing the first sentence and the crafting the ending of a piece.

Well, well, well...I am trying to write a mystery story so I can enter a contest. I have one month...but...

Guess what -- I have a great title, a great opening line (the hook) -- but I can't figure out what happens in the story. How weird is that?

I don't like to push my muse, but she better start sending me messages -- 'cause I need them.

Monday, January 16, 2012

CASTING MY BREAD

Somewhere in the bible it talks about "casting your bread to the waters" and good will come back. Well, something like that.

I equate it to sending in manuscripts. I write and I send, write and send. Every now and again something comes back. Some good, some rejected, some I never hear what happened. Sharks must have eaten those.

This week I am entering two contests. I don't know how other people feel, but I enjoy the challenge.

The first one is with Writer's Digest. Their annual contest for just about any kind of writing. I entered the adult division of short story/mystery with  my manuscript entitled, Haunted Treasures.

The second contest is sponsored by Highlights, a magazine for children. They want a story that was inspired by an unusual headline. Three years ago I read about a lost parrot that eventually found its owner when it started spouting its name and address while being cared for by a vet. The piece entitled, Piper Parrot's Predicament, was rejected a couple of times so I put it away and forgot about until this contest. I pulled it out, revised it, and we will see what happens.

BTW: In my continual quest to get my school system to recognize the importance of recess for our young children ---- my words continue to fall on deaf ears. I managed to get a bit further this time -- a letter from the administration explaining their curriculum (totally academic). I countered with my research. There is none out there to back up their claims...ergo they stop writing. Cowards, I say!

Stay tuned. Stay well.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

NEW YEAR, OLD EXPECTATIONS

It's a new year and I'm already published. Well, if you consider a letter to the editor a publishing credit. I was having fun over Christmas and decided to write one. I like to add my two cents every once and a while. Makes life interesting.

In addition, I have sent off another picture book (why do I keep doing this to myself) manuscript for consideration by one of the few publishing houses that take unsolicited manuscripts. I debated about this one for months because it is narrow in its appeal. It's a 100 days of school book. One of my friends said there are two many out there...that's what stopped me at first.

Then my critique group applauded it and said send it. Still didn't -- until my friend, the "school librarian," read it and loved it. She said she is always looking for new "100 days of school" books.

I combed the publisher's website to see if it would be a good fit...and it looks like it!!! So...since my theory is..."If you don't send it, it's already rejected - BY ME!" I sent it.

With a little bit of luck...maybe, just maybe...I have to wait three months. If I don't hear from them, it's a no go.  I like that.

Now I am working on an adult piece that I am going to enter into a contest. I've won three contests so far...we will see what happens to this one. It was so fun to write...blood and guts and mystery. How cool is that.

Here's to a new year...hope...promise...and perhaps a book contract.